Now I could be sitting somewhere falling asleep - perhaps even drooling - over a study guide, but after eight months in Calculus I'm just tired of it all. Test, I may fail you, but bring it on: I got into college anyway, sucka!
I am very pleased about canceling my Macroeconomics test; I must admit that after spending an hour a day listening to "Uh," "Again," and "Simple as that," economics is not THAT SIMPLE. Especially when your teacher has tongue dyslexia. Whatever, I will be taking some random history class in its place.
Now that Government is over and Calculus is tomorrow, I must fret over Biology, which has like a 15% passing rate. I plan on being in that top 15% even though I can't even get in A in the class. FUDGE.
Speaking of chocolate flavored deserts, I realized, after 18 years, that when someone offers me chocolate, I have NEVER been able to resist. It's not like I go out and buy chocolate everyday or even eat chocolate everyday (In fact I can think of 47 days in which I did not!), but I can't seem to deny it. However, I have found a way to use it to my advantage: chocolate protein bars. WAIT WAIT WAIT, I understand that you may be skeptic, but Special K has always been pretty tasty to me. FRUIT AND YOGURT CEREAL IS AWESOME. And these bars are very low in carbs. Which is another portion of my diet, I plan to eat fewer carbohydrates. Yes, a lot of people do those Atkins or South Beach diets, but since that seemed to just be a passing fad, I've moved on. My dietician (Yes, I have one.) suggested that I lower my carb intake. It's really not that hard: eat less rice, choose whole grains over white, and always check the nutrition panel. FACT: When it says carbs and is followed by Dietary Fiber or whathaveyou, you subtract those from the amount of carbohydrates. Which is perfect when it comes to whole grains! Then I'm supposed to exercise which is not so bad when you got friends and a gym pass or exercise videos on demand, it can be fun. Now I have been on and off the diet, but I'm definitely in need to shed a few pounds and it's been working because I have lost a few which is perfect now before Prom.
Now if you read that entire paragraph on my diets then you must really be cool.
PROM: It's gonna be fun, that's for sure even though I don't have a date. Okay, it might not be as fun as if I had a date, but I refuse to beg for a date. It's not like a pride thing, it's just if no one thinks to choose me for prom then I guess I myself really have no one to have fun with. Some people don't like to dance, but wth, I'm going to dance in my pretty dress, with my pretty hair and I'm going to have fun. I will admit that I am jealous. Even my friend, whose boyfriend can't make it down for prom, still asked her to the dance. I would LOVE for someone to ask me, I branched out just to be turned down and I refuse to let that ruin my night. It's the last high school dance and I want some happy freaking memories. That sounded a bit harsh. I guess I just want someone to care. Is that hard to ask for? I'm beyond lucky to have girlfriends who are always there for me, but I thought I'd AT LEAST have one guy. Maybe it's because I've never really had that confidence to show the opposite sex that I am more than wits and giggles (PUNS), although I thought my low-cut shirts would do the trick. It doesn't matter now, at the end of high school. Prom is not going to be the night I evaluate my self-worth - though right on the eve of a math AP test it might be tonight.
P.P./ Prom Plans
I've been putting this schedule together far before any of my friends even got asked to prom, crazy from the Date-less girl, I know. But damn, we've got ourselves a party bus, a picture studio, probably dinner at the Cheesecake Factory or Orange Hill, the dance and the afterparty. It's going to be a crazy night!
Anyway I'm off to Yelp some restaurants and THEN study for Calc... if I actually do get around to it.
